Facing Memory – Day 31

It’s the last day. I didn’t write the last couple of nights because I needed to rock a snotty baby, I needed to take lots of pain medication, I needed to think about something OTHER than the darkness I’ve held onto in my heart. Although I didn’t write every day (I knew I was too […]

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Facing Memory – Day 24

I cannot write today. Heavy, burdened, depressed, collapse. My dreams are of drowning, of the world crashing in around me, of cars and (I realize this is crazy) tankers full of tax papers. I even splurged on a tall decaf half sweet salted caramel mocha And that did not lift my heavy mood. I am […]

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