Facing Memory – Day 23

I am tired. Baby is teething. My bed AND floor are covered in laundry. I still need to change my sheets (spit-uppy teething baby). Please understand that skipping tonight intentionally is difficult for me. But my eyes are barely open… Grace. With myself, is difficult. I am continuing “to do” a lot as to not […]

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Facing Memory – Day 22

Therapy this morning. A lot of thoughts. Busyness to keep me from thinking. Watched the Debate, rehung curtains, rearranged the living room. Remembered that it was just about a year ago that we were certain that our sweet baby wouldn’t make it. We were aiming to reach 24 weeks (Christmas week). And she was born […]

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Facing Memory – Day 21

10:30 pm Baby is asleep, Dear Husband has finished with the garbage. The shuffle of Sarah McLachlan has happened on a Christmas song. I just inhaled some Good Earth tea and am coughing every few seconds. BUT, I am now typing on my computer instead of my phone, so that is a plus! ••• Today […]

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Facing Memory – Day 20

Day 20. But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. (1 Corinthians 15:57 ESV) Victory. Over sin. Over guilt. Over death. I sinned. I made a lot of excuses. I compared myself to people “who were doing way worse things.” I justified my actions to lessen the guilt […]

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Facing Memory – Day 19

***This is not for sensitive readers. Some of this may not be too pleasant to read, read someone else’s blog today. I’m facing memories, trying to unbury them so I can be free. Go to The Nester’s site and peruse some of the other 31 Dayers Blogs. Seriously.*** Busy. It is a Pro-D (no school) […]

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