Facing Memory – Day 31

It’s the last day. I didn’t write the last couple of nights because I needed to rock a snotty baby, I needed to take lots of pain medication, I needed to think about something OTHER than the darkness I’ve held onto in my heart. Although I didn’t write every day (I knew I was too […]

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Thanksgiving Week 14

It’s been a month (or so) since I’ve counted publicly (my journal is currently missing, it never made it to the hospital, and my room was transformed into a master with nursery while I was gone thanks to my Parents and In-Laws – YES!). Not that I haven’t been thankful. First I wanted to wait […]

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Nap Time

I seriously don’t understand why anyone would choose to have a caesarean! Admittedly, I am in less pain now than when I was pregnant (due to the pubic symphysis tear/separation) but this surgical healing thing is serious stuff! I can walk now, but my lower abdomen and ribcage are SORE! And coughing, sneezing, laughing are […]

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