Thanksgiving Week 14

It’s been a month (or so) since I’ve counted publicly (my journal is currently missing, it never made it to the hospital, and my room was transformed into a master with nursery while I was gone thanks to my Parents and In-Laws – YES!). Not that I haven’t been thankful. First I wanted to wait […]

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Let Down with Let-Down

Abba. PLEASE help me. Jesus, please deliver me. As Dear Husband prayed over me tonight – heal me from these deep emotional wounds that seem to be hindering my precious quiet moments with our newborn. The shame that flows through my spine and makes me want to hide in a corner when I’m nursing. The […]

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So Much To Say

I have no idea where to begin – these last 10 days have been rather incredible. From the euphoric moment of seeing Cora Beth for the first time as the surgeon held her vernix covered body over the surgical drape – to the 5:30 am sobbing after not sleeping, raw nipples and being all alone […]

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Excitement

So I have been promising this update for a few days now, but JUST as the kids left discovered that we will be experiencing a FOUR hour power outage this evening at the hospital to test the generators. SO, I’m going to type as fast as I can on my NEW computer (birthday present from […]

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Disappointment

Romans 8:18-28 ESV For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. For the creation waits with eager longing for the revealing of the sons of God. For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of him who subjected it, in hope that the […]

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