THIRTY-NINE

I have been a bit quiet of late. Not because I haven’t had a lot to say, but because I feared that what I had to say wasn’t edifying. I am not sure of what I want the blog to be – an online journal of a mom of five children, a journey of recovery […]

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Facing Memory – Day 31

It’s the last day. I didn’t write the last couple of nights because I needed to rock a snotty baby, I needed to take lots of pain medication, I needed to think about something OTHER than the darkness I’ve held onto in my heart. Although I didn’t write every day (I knew I was too […]

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Preparing

Tomorrow is the first day of Lent. Tomorrow is also the day we hope to find out how much longer I will be struggling with pain, at home, in bed. And what the next few weeks will look like. When I’ll be admitted to the hospital. What we may expect for Wee One who has […]

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Thanksgiving: Week 4

I’ve tried to be motivated this week. One day I piled my books on my bed to read in the side-lying position. It didn’t happen. Then when the books and journals got cleared off for Dear Husband, they didn’t get opened again… Here are a few of my let-downs – and how they are turning […]

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