Embrace My Weakness

I wrote my personal declaration a few weeks ago and “scheduled” many things into my daily schedule. All new things. All things that will be taking a significant amount of time to adequately add into my habits. So, it wasn’t perfect. Actually, it was a complete and utter F A I L U R E. There […]

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Holy Saturday

Nausea. Vomiting. Fear of moving, speaking, sipping water. Painful to hold my baby. To laugh. To talk while standing. To sing. Such is my life. Again. I am lying on my back with slightly less pain than a few hours ago, but nausea so severe that I cannot even roll to my side without the […]

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Facing Memory – Day 31

It’s the last day. I didn’t write the last couple of nights because I needed to rock a snotty baby, I needed to take lots of pain medication, I needed to think about something OTHER than the darkness I’ve held onto in my heart. Although I didn’t write every day (I knew I was too […]

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