Twenty Seventeen: Breathe

“Breathe easy into the questions. The name of God. Yahweh – inhale, exhale – is the sound of your breathing. There is your miraculous answer. As long as you are breathing, He is always your miraculous answer.” – Ann Voskamp 2016 was an exciting, wonderful and really hard year for me. After practicing entering fully […]

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Holy Saturday

Nausea. Vomiting. Fear of moving, speaking, sipping water. Painful to hold my baby. To laugh. To talk while standing. To sing. Such is my life. Again. I am lying on my back with slightly less pain than a few hours ago, but nausea so severe that I cannot even roll to my side without the […]

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Facing Memory – Day 31

It’s the last day. I didn’t write the last couple of nights because I needed to rock a snotty baby, I needed to take lots of pain medication, I needed to think about something OTHER than the darkness I’ve held onto in my heart. Although I didn’t write every day (I knew I was too […]

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